I am a complete control freak.
I plan my life down to a T and panic when it goes haywire. You know, like when someone cancels on me or I get delayed somewhere because I took the wrong train/ got lost somewhere HAHAHHA.
For the past two days, I've been wanting to take control of a situation and control that person's emotions. This would involve making impulsive decisions and lots of crying and disappointments and everything negative that you can think of. And probably minus 200 quid from my bank account. And a tight slap.
But I know that I cannot control another person's emotions. I know that there are things that are beyond my control. I made a constant effort to shove away the ridiculous plan I had in my head and ended up in a perpetual state of sianness.
I was stalking my girl crush, Aida, and saw this-
Or this perpetual state of sianness is because of PMS. HA HA HA HA